you're beautiful.

2005-09-23T16:04:00.000+08:00

i will STUDY.for the first time in my life,I WILL STUDY.
1) i will get 6 points
2) i will work my ass off
3) i will be disclipined
4) i will stay focused
5) i will give myself a chance to shine (:

2005-09-23T01:06:00.000+08:00

a whole day of fun (:
<3

i just wish you knew

2005-09-21T00:11:00.000+08:00

BLACK EYED PEAS.
it totally ROCKED x)
and i went backstage!
fergie's real sweet,taboo kissed me,apl danced ballet for us and will was so funny!
it was DA BOMB DIGGITY (:
<3
and guess what? i have my amath prelims tmrw!:

2005-09-20T09:55:00.000+08:00

sfilajfnklafnkfjapdlkl;ag,mal;dbk;
i'm still angry at you.

i hate myself for loving you.

2005-09-19T12:54:00.000+08:00

2005-09-14T11:08:00.000+08:00

I know nothing stays the same
But if you're willing to play the game
It's coming around again.
So don't mind if I fall apart
There's more room in a broken heart

2005-09-05T07:55:00.000+08:00

i had a long talk with b last night.about all my problems.and now i don't know whether to love him or be mad at him.i don't think we've had such an honest talk that was so upfront and truthful before.but i guess i really do love b,maybe i never got over him.baby,thanks for always being there for me.i love you (:
i don't know what to do about d.b say's everyone's worried that i'm coming in between d and j.and that it's hard to be a girl best friend.but,my gawd,i think i'd die without d.he's my pillar of strength and support.he's the bestest friend a girl could ever have.and i think he's the only one who's ever got me.and knows why i do the things i do.i'm so afraid of losing you.

2005-09-05T07:53:00.000+08:00

Feel the pain teaching us how much more we can take
Reminding us how far we've come
Let the pain burn away from our hearts
We have time to start all over again
Feel the pain teaching us how much more we can take
Reminding us how far we've come
Let the pain burn away our hearts
We have time to start all over again
Feel the pain teaching us how much more we can take
Reminding us how far we've come
Let the pain burn away from our heart
We have time to start all over again
Well if you would shine your love down here oh Make our hearts as perfect as new
Oh if you would shine your love down here oh
I promise I'd reflect right back at you
Oh I promise I'd reflect it right back at you

2005-09-03T09:11:00.001+08:00

I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That since I lost you
I lost myself

2005-09-03T09:11:00.000+08:00

i really gotta start studying.

2005-09-03T08:57:00.000+08:00

i don't fear being touched

hug me

i fear being let go.

2005-08-22T20:41:00.000+08:00

you're beautiful
you're beautiful
you're beautiful, it's true.
i saw your face in a crowded place,
and I don't know what to do,
cause I'll never be with you.

2005-08-21T00:23:00.000+08:00

save the last dance, for me.

2005-08-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

well,i've got fourteen balloons
but i think i'll let them take to the sky
yeah i've got fourteen balloons
we can count them one by one,and say goodbye

2005-08-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

thank god for you (:

2005-08-20T10:26:00.000+08:00

i will not make the same mistakes that you did i will not let myself cause my heart so much misery i will not break the way you did you fell so hard i've learnt the hard way to never let it get that far
because of you i never stray too far from the sidewalk because of you i learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt because of you i find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me because of you i am afraid.

2005-08-20T09:37:00.000+08:00

i cried this morning.then i called d.maybe i'm just pmsing.i miss d.i miss b.i miss m.the three most important people in your life can suddenly change.
now m's got p.i was really happy for him,but p's totally changing m.he doesn't make me laugh anymore.things really aren't the same.i miss him ):
b's hiding lots of stuff.he finds it so hard to trust.sometimes i just wish that i could hug him and tell him that everything's gonna be alright.baby,i love you.i really hope you know that.
d's the only thing that's remained constant lately.but i've been getting so jealous of j.she's his girlfriend after all,but it just feels like i'm losing another best friend.but what i've got with d is really strong.we've got this friendship that's like a rock.i know that he'll always be there for me.d,you're the only constant right now.please don't change.
maybe that's why it's so tough having guys as your best friends.

2005-08-19T16:09:00.000+08:00

school was good (:
i can't believe prelims start next tuesday! but they're only pracs.ONLY.
the next few weeks are gonna be busy.i really gotta start studying.
mmm training's at 5.
i still love the game (:

2005-08-19T00:32:00.000+08:00

somehow i find, you and i collide.

i miss you.